Fighting Dreams

& I dreamt of you last night, but I don't want to dream again. I spoke with you in my sleep, but that's not what really happened. You touched me from afar, maybe you missed me too. Whatever happens between us, I will never forget you. I'm lying in bed writing to you, but you'll never even know. I'm fighting my dreams tonight, just in case you decide to show. Seeing you there was surreal, I never thought I'd see you again. I don't want to see you with my eyes closed, I don't want it to be pretend. I'll stay up until tomorrow, I'll stay up every night. If I can't have you for real, my dreams I'll have to fight.